if i never see this season again ...
then i will be trying to find it in my dreams
time after time

E-W Highway Summary

25 March 2008

Current Music: Remember The Name / Fort Minor / Alternative
Current Mood: Retarded
Current Style: Casual slop

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I felt that I have just awakened from a dream. But no it’s not, it is a reality. The last 5 days seems so surreal. I came back from this trip and I learnt a lot, physically, mentally and spiritually. For once again in my time, I felt that my life is wonderful and I could yell that “It’s good to be alive.”

Yes, living here in the fast-pace city is draining. Sometimes I even ask myself what is my purpose. It is easy to get ‘lost’ in this concrete world, for probably I have been doing a lot of mundane stuff that I eventually lost myself. I guess I need a change in environment to bring some senses to me. I’m glad the past five days rejuvenated me.

Physically, yeah, I give myself a 1 skill point up for my biking. Given all those climbs for the whole 3 days that we were riding, I would have given up and take the support vehicle if I was 3 years ago. Yes, back then I would have given up and succumb to pain. This time round, not anymore. I finally know how to make full use of cadence and rpm to sustain myself up. Yes I did it right, without pain.

Mentally. Alot of psycho-ing that I did to prepare myself for the worst. Lucky it wasn’t that bad. But still, during those long strenuous climbs, there were times that I would think of stopping and there were times that I was tired. It takes lots of determination to move, and I kicked my own arse mentally many times to continue going. It was also the time that it made me forget about the real life back here, and totally de-stressed me. I’m surprised. Well, what didn’t kill me will make me stronger.

Spiritually. Well, God and the bike have a relationship. Seriously to me, both are inter-linked. Not gonna elaborate more here on what happened cos’ it’s a scared thing to me, but yeah, one part of the trip suddenly made me realize something that I long forgotten.

This week is gonna be slow, but yup, I will try to edit the movie and photos as soon as I can. :)

i know that a new season unfolds here ... at 3:29 p.m.
fate must have been crumbled before and after here

^reminds;me*of


    S. Korea Tour
    Jan 09
    OCBC Cycle
    Feb 09

^telling;me*to


    Canon cam
    SIDI shoes
    Giro helmet
    Fox gloves
    Teva sandals
    Fizik saddle
    Toshiba laptop

'watchin:you.go;